k..so i had a REALLY bad day today..and this song kinda summed it up..

Welcome To My Life Lyrics
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you                                      
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

k..i was bored lol

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wow. havent updated in a long time..geez la weez...6 months until graduation..wow still can believe it lol...i mean...the people at school are the ones i have grown up with since elementary school..and the past 13 years together are going to end in 6 months..well 5 kinda...its unreal..gotta make the most out of these next few months..MOST DEFINATLY!!! soo...whats been happening lately with me..hmm?! i dont even know lol...oOo actually i do lol..last friday i went and saw white noise with bryan, stacey, carson, and annika..it was a good movie..well me, annika and stacey liked it..i think the boys thought it was dumb lol..um i got the flu on friday night (yesterday) and had to go to a 7 hour winterguard practice today..that sucked..had finals last week...um..i have a winterguard show on the 29th in san jose if anyone wants to commute and come watch..it should be QUITE entertaining :) um..i think thats it..soo...much love <3

--nani

p.s. NAN-A-NATOR lol STACE-A-NATOR and ANN-I-NATOR lol BAHEE!

hey :) well school was surprisingly fun today! i was glad to see all my friends again...even though i was only away from them for 2 weeks..it seemed a lot longer! but im gonna go and get ready to go to winterguard so i will write on here later..much love <3

--nani

hey! well today my sister finally came home from natomas...im glad shes back so at least now i have someone to talk to at home! :) but anyways, today i went to the sunvalley mall (concord) with my sister so we could spend some more christmas money.  i dont know what was wrong with me i just wasnt in the mood to shop...i only found a few things i liked so that was kinda annoying.  but i spent some of my AEROPOSTALE gift card today...i got a really CUTE burgandy sweater/sweatshirt and a new khaki handbag since the black purse i have now is too small.  i also saw this really cute red track jacket in abercrombie that i was gonna get but it only was in a medium and a large so that sucked and then i looked in macys for PROM dresses for "hella days" lol but nothing caught my eye..but anyways...my sister bought hair dye for the both of us so im gonna go and get started on her hair so we have time for mine :) so..much love <3

--nani

                                                  i finally saw dodgeball this weekend :)